Trapped

Each day is like the last one.

My chaotic split mind disturbs me.

My thoughts racing, never done.

Images in my head never seen.

Anger inside me rages.

Things never get done, it takes ages.

I feel trapped inside cages.

My life has gone down hill in stages.

I do want to get better.

But for me that is too unlikely.

Might write my last letter.

A note for you whom never liked me.

So alone, alone am I.

Sitting in crowded rooms, so alone.

Some days I just want to die.

I'm stuck in this lonely crazy lie.

8-19-2011