Dillutional

Delusional... Delusional.

Its hard for me to see.

Am I in heaven? Am I in hell?

It is hard for me to believe!

What is really going on?

I just want this pain to end.

Chimes in the wind.

Playing in my mind.

People talking, won't shut up.

Trains blasting through.

Is this actually real?

Organ chords playing in my ear.

Racing thoughts of everything

Going through my mind.

Ringing phones...

Is that yours or mine?

What you say?

You didn't hear a thing!

Must be my delusional mind again!

Then I lay me down to sleep.

Only to wake from horrifying night dreams.

Just want to be loved,

understood and cherished.

Instead I just want it over.

Just let me perish!

Haven't I been through enough?

11-30-2011