It’s the witching hour
What do I want?
I want to sleep without the torment
Of his breathe
Of his weight
On me
The weight of him
Passes through time
Through death
He is one of a kind
Help me get away from myself
Sleep deprived
Dead inside
Why won’t you leave me
Be
Why am I the only one
You seem to see
Why can’t I just flee
When your chasing after me?
I run, yet I get nowhere
Nowhere and everywhere all at once
Into the bottomless pit of despair
That’s where I find you there.
You catch up to me
I try to flee
Yet my feet won’t move
From the ground that I stand on
That’s when you like to pounce on
Me
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
No one left to talk to
No one left to care
My family that once was
Is now never there
They have all passed away
Rotting in the dirt
They have all abandoned me
They were never there from the start
I feel that this is unreal
Is this reality or a dream?
Was this really happening
Or was it my delusional mind again?
I can’t evade this feeling
That your hanging from the ceiling
Just waiting to lay on me
Heavy as you are
The fear you leave is heavier, by far
Suicidal Ideologies are in the past
Will that sustain? Will that last?
Raping, escaping
Why does your breathe linger
Feeling so depleted and depressed
Why can’t I just lay down to rest
These nightmares have me so stressed
I don’t sleep much
As you might have guessed
I try so hard to make you disappear
But you are always so very near
To me
I’m so dead inside
There Is nowhere to hide
Trust me, I’ve tried
I keep on slipping
Slipping away
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t
Wasn’t here today
Can you see the monster within
Within me?
I try to lock it in the vault
The vault in the deepest part of my mind
He is draconic, ferocious and one of a kind
He haunts me nightly
In my dreams
Though still he is always there
It seems
In the day, you’d think he’d be away
He’s always there, waiting to slay
You’d think he’d rest
To be ready to put me to the test
He doesn’t need sleep
He has all the energy to creep
Into my dreams, day or night
He lives to torment me and
Causes me much fright
You’d think I’d get bored
Of his same old tactics
But he changes over time
Creates new antics
He desires to cause me pain and grief
He never tires, never giving me relief
His nails do pierce my tender flesh
He likes to keep his games real fresh
I cry out, I scream yet there are no sounds
The fear he causes has no out of bounds
He taunts, He torments, this is a game to him
He is in it for the long run. He is in it to win.
Day light illuminates the darkness
Where he resides
You think the gamed would be on break
But it’s not him who hides
He never tires, he lights the fires,
It’s getting hot down here
He is getting set for another round
Tonight, will be the start of round two
He makes it where I cannot win
He makes the rules and rules the world
In which I am in
One of us has to end this
One of us has to die
If not him than it, will be I
